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Tension lyrics by XIXHollow

Verse 1
Oh, I know, that you’re no longer by my side
And I know, that I’ll never see you in the afterlife
The moment I got the call, the whole sky turned grey
Remember seeing Grandma every Sunday?
You were there, you saw every scene
And I still can’t believe that I wasn’t there for you
If there’s one thing I could do, I’d turn the clock back, for you

Verse 2
Could we ever meet again?
After all I did, I don’t think it’s possible
I hеar your voice in my head
Reminding mе that you’ll still be here in the end
But it’s not the same, it’s just your spirit
You say you know it’s hard, but you’ve never lost someone
I lost someone who came on a whole journey with me
From the endless tunnel to broken clocks

Verse 3
I don’t think you understand, I know I fucked up
Everyone makes mistakes, but XIX, you were the one that saved me
Without you, I wouldn’t be here, I’d be somewhere over in Pluto
You fixed my life in so many ways, I was a dead man walking
You were my helpline, my only one, the only one I looked up upon

Chorus
We met in the endless tunnel
And I knew there was something about you
And you were my helpline
I figured it was pointless
You said to me „don’t forget me”
I stopped worshipping you
Now there’s nothing left
Was it you praying for my downfall?
Because I can feel the tension rising