outlaw versuri

outlaw lyrics by Willandra

Verse 1
Heartbreak Saturday mornin’ night
Inquires, injuries, I’ll be alright
Outlaws like me said, „Such is life”
They prophesied over me, I’ll be alright
The first in too long, went outside
A mirror, I wanted to throw up in fire
Every part me was so loud (Except)
My desire to scream, unexpressed in the quiet

Chorus
Couldn’t even spare one day for every month
Couldn’t even spare two weeks but I’m still fucked
I was never upset at you, and I’m still not
It was always, „I never could live with you gone”
And now I can’t think straight when you’re up
And now I can’t fucking sleep at all
A pathetic shell of who I was
Of a man that did nothing for you
I’ll die a man that did nothing for you

Verse 2
Newsflash, something don’t sit right
I meant not to be overt, I promise I tried
Outlaws like me said, „Such is life”
They sculpted me into something I despise
The first in too long, went outside
Watched myself and the last half year fall in real time
I think I would rather die than watch you lock
Falling apart at a life that could have been mine

Chorus
Couldn’t even spare one day for every month
Couldn’t even spare two weeks but I’m still fucked
I was never upset at you, and I’m still not
It was always, „I never could live with you gone”
And now I can’t think straight when you’re up
And now I can’t fucking sleep at all
A pathetic shell of who I was
Of a man that did nothing for you
I’ll die a man that did nothing for you