In Red versuri

In Red lyrics by Watch me Rise

It always ends with me
I search for peace in the chaos I’ve created
Regrets become friends, a bitter taste a bit to late
But in the aftermath, as the embers fade
I see the wreckage I am and the price I paid
It always ends with me
I’ve built a house but not a home and I drown in things in which others don’t want to swim
With drinks and pills I can barely pronounce
How do you want to turn the lights off in a place that’s always pitch black, unilluminated
I try to break a cycle but It always ends with me

It always ends with me
Words cut deep, memories of a whole decade, won’t let me sleep
Im searching for an exit a way to break free
From this grip of anger that won’t let go of me
Words unspoken emotions untamed, In the echoes of silence my soul is maimed
I try to break the cycle but it always ends with me

And every second, every minute that I’m not awake
Feels like relief from the chaos and the drugs I take
Demons inside me, they scream and they shout
A symphony of fury, drowning reason out
In the lyrics of my anger a story unfolds
A journey of healing as the darkness folds
Will I ever break the cycle and the role that I play
It always ends with me, It always ends with me
Nothing, no one can fix this, it always ends with
I will, move on and fix it
I am the end of me

I won’t break
I won’t break