why cant i look like the way i feel inside versuri

why cant i look like the way i feel inside lyrics by uhcxsh

I’ll never be her
Never be him
Never gon be someone i can tolerate to live with
No, i won’t work with what i’m given
When what i’m given is bullshit

Would u luv me if i sound like this
‘would u luv me if i sound like this’ shut up
Would u luv me if i sound like this
Would u luv me if i sound like‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ this

Do u love me,, i might put u to the test
I know i am not the best

Don’t believe in god, maybe that’s why i am not him
Saying oh my god, why i am i so damn obnoxious
I am not in danger
I’m the one who knocks bish
I’m like poison
That’s why no one knows i’m toxic
I dont wanna think of rhymes
Darkness getting thicker than i thought it would
Parent’s mental dying by the thought of what their daughter did
Sweet little girl
Yeah i slaughtered it
Throw away my morals just to feel a little hot i guess

I think i’m probably cursed
My worst fear
I’m the worst
At the top, can’t see up here
Vision blurry
What the fuck u talking bout, bitch u pushin thirty
Record real clean, but my past real, dirty
Getting girly,,
Do i deserve me
Why don’t you wanna hurt me?
Killing myself, why the fuck is it not working

I’ll never be her
Never be him
Never gon be someone i can tolerate to live with
No, i won’t work with what i’m given
When what i’m given is bullshit!
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ never be her
Never be him
Never gon be someone i can tolerate to live with
No, i won’t work with what i’m given
When what i’m given is bullshit