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Help lyrics by Trvion

Sittin’ here contemplatin’
Do or die conversations
Even if I was suicidal I’d still procrastinate it
When I tell a story sometimes I kind of exaggerate it
Hate to be the bearer of bad news but someone had to say it
I’ve been feelin’ not enough
Feelin’ out of touch
Gave her all my love
Now I’m out of trust
Wasted too much time
Now I’m tryin’ to rush
Mind is full of bugs
Heart is full of lust

Thoughts of doin’ drugs
Thoughts of gettin’ buzzed
Tryin’ to numb the pain
If I showed you who I was you wouldn’t feel the same
Probably be ashamed
For the longest time I’ve always fеlt I needed fame
Always lookin’ for validation who I becamе
Maybe I’d feel loved if everybody knew my name
Now I play by a different set of rules cuz it’s all a game
Being honest with myself is feelin’ kind of strange
Tell them I write these songs for them like their feelings would change
When it doesn’t work I recycle it to someone else
She ignores me and my first thought is that there’s someone else
I always feel so reluctant to ask for someone’s help

Someone help