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Not Ever lyrics by The Last Whole Earth Catalog

I dont know how deep this goes
This problem I’m having
The one I can’t let go

It seems that no one knows
If only I could tell them
But for fear of losing everything in my life

The mind it takes control
But he’d kill me if he wanted
I’m not me and I want it

And what have I got in to
Its a mess and I know it
But that’s how these things are

Ahhhh
Please don’t tease me forever
You don’t believe me not ever
I sold my house just to be here
Left my job town and meaning

Don’t know how it came to this
But I hope it pays off in the afterlife
I rolled the dice of life
And they came up showing double midnight