ash. versuri

ash. lyrics by shteppi

Intro
Yuh

Verse
Truthseeker, you ? go ahead and tell me
Sweatpants, crop-tops I’m showin’ belly
Got you acting weird, acting different unhealthy
Your daddy rich, momma rich, you was born wealthy
So why you trippin, why you red in the face? let me know
Is it just me? You could hit me to feel better
You was often ? saying shit don’t think i caught you
In the closet but no body know but me so I’m lost
Your homies don’t know, family don’t know
Is there a why you been pushin’ me away
Since you told me the other night that you was gonna tell me
Something but you realized it wasn’t tight
Curiosity a bitch so i need to know if I’m right
Your homies tell me that they think you a lil’ gay in the side
But when i try to tell you that it always turns to a fight
You said you’d never understand
I asked you „how can i help”
Cause i can sit here and explain why you should go be yourself
A thousand times bro, that shit is fine bro
We both in Cali’ knowin i know
I haven’t thought about you likin’ guys bro
He said „i like girls”
Told him „why the fuck is you cryin’? know it’s clear bitches ain’t the only thing on your mind bro”

Bridge/Skit
I just like you
What?
Alright?
I… um
Let’s talk later
Okay, uhh
Just, another day
Fuck, alright

Verse 2
Why the fuck did he say it? How could he like me?
Ever since we met I knew he tried to be like me
Cause I’m older by like a year, is it B-Y-E or
C-Y-A, fuck i wanna D-I-E
I’m so afraid our friendships over after realizing
He caught feelings for a boy, already told him it’s fine
I just didn’t think the boy he liked would be my kind
I gotta text him, gotta tell him I’m uncomfortable, type shit
He text back
Oh that’s fine
I say „are you sure?
He reply
Bro that’s fine, i never wanna put you in a weird spot, that’s right
I’m sorry if the shit i told you crossed a couple of lines
I told him
„okay that’s cool bro, just a bit of advice
Don’t trust a thing that leave your lips if its past nine”
He say
L-o-l okay bro I’m glad It’s aight
I told him „love you bro”
And he ain’t even give a reply
Fuck

Outro
Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message-
Hello? hold on
Please record your message
Let me play this shit
-or press one for more options
Hey, I just wanted to say that i don’t think we should talk anymore
I told you things about myself, I can’t block anymore
I found a girl who I’m in love with and I wouldn’t want to
Jeopardize none of that just to be on your – anymore
I just wanna tell you that I’m sorry
I hope you can forgive me
I’m sorry that I acted like it didn’t hurt
That was the only way I could cope and to live and learn
I won’t tell a single soul

It’s been nice Ash, I’ll see you