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[Intro]
(You did good, $lick)
Oh, woah (It’s a smash)
Oh, woah (Sorry, lonely boy)

[Verse 1]
I been goin’ through some changes, searchin’, lookin’ for the truth (Let’s go)
Gotta be God workin’ through me, I’m doing shit I couldn’t do (On God)
Saying shit I couldn’t say (On God), money come, give it away
Know we all headed to the grave, I’m just tryna go a different way
Think mama popped one too many, can’t understand what she textin’ (Ooh)
Break my heart when I read the comments, some fans thinking I left them
But they don’t know, even as I glow, I’m still fightin’ depression
I was told either grow or die, now tryna live my obsession
Still quеstioning if I do enough
Insecure, can’t stand to hеar my own voice unless I tune it up
At this point, it’d be quicker to name who ain’t suin’ us (Who ain’t?)
Their bad days are my bad days, they got the nerve to tell me, „Boy, loosen up” (Shut the fuck up)
Fuck (Shut up), every song made out of self doubt (Self doubt)
More confused that I’m on the stage, people listen like I got it figured out (Let’s go)
Feelin’ homeless with the biggest house (Let’s go)
Spit the pain poets written ‘bout (Let’s go)
Getting money that I dreamt about (Let’s go)
Love come with interest, they just lenders now (Let’s go)
Damn, advice coming from my father in law
Tellin’ me to put my armor on
The evil comin’ the more you talk ‘bout God
Damn, Lord, I’m prayin’ that you give me strength
I’m not worthy to come through the gates
Take for granted every breath I take

[Bridge]
Uh-huh, Lord, I pray you give me peace of mind, huh (Lord, I pray)
But right now, I’m on demon time, huh (Right now, I’m on demon time)
Uh-huh, Lord, I pray you give me peace of mind, huh (Lord, I pray)
But right now, I’m on demon time, huh

[Verse 2]
Choppa on me, yeah, yeah, yeah
Bodies droppin’, yeah, yeah, yeah
Mamas sobbin’, yeah, yeah, yeah, uh, uh-huh
Baller blocking, yeah, yeah, yeah
Schemin’, plottin’, yeah, yeah, yeah
Time to lock in, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lonely boy, I’m goin’ Steve Jones (Steve Jones)
Lonely boy, blacked out all chrome (All chrome)
Lonely boy like my friends gone (Turn me up)
Fuck a bitch, hoes get friend zoned (Yeah)
Hearse boy, getting my dead on (Brrt)
‘Bout time I get right, I’m dead wrong (Yeah)
Loose screws no gettin’ my head on, yeah, yeah (What?)
Popped a Perc’, I thought it was an Advil (Turn me up)
AK rippin’ shit up like a tantrum
Undisputed, Usyk Alexander, huh, ayy
Pop out just to let ‘em take a gander (Ah)
Young cracker, brothers call me phantom (Ha)
Unc’ ballin’ like I’m Adam Sandler (Yeah, sheesh)
Bought a Lamb’ to let my brother flaunt it
Pupils pinned, my body screamin’ haunted
Turn the fuck up when I get exhausted, huh, uh-huh (Turn me up, turn me up)
They couldn’t afford what the fuck it cost me (Ha)
Family cryin’ ‘cause they know they lost me
Pieces of me die with every coffin (Woah)
So fuck it, everybody ‘bout to get hit
Fuck it, everybody die, die, die (Die, die, die)
Going out like Cooper, I’m goin’ interstellar
We past getting high, high, high (High, high, high)
Runaway boy, bye, bye, bye (Bye, bye)
Another day more lie, lie, lies (Lie, lie)
Motherfuck these demons, I’m stickin’ my tongue out like ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

[Bridge]
All I have is nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
All I have is nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
All I have is nightmares, nightmares, nightmares
All I have is nightmares, nightmares, nightmares

[Verse 3]
Body feeling fucked up, bitch, I might just die
Cross tatted on my face, devil still up in my eyes
Broke out the asylum, poppin’ pills until I’m unalived
Baby cut the fuckin’ lights off, don’t want you to see me cry
Don’t want you to view me different, demons tryna break my spirit
All them voices, you don’t hear it? I can’t let ‘em know I fear it
I can’t let ‘em know I’m scared, I can’t show ‘em that I care
Product of that trauma when you grow up with nobody there
Think I’m losin’ it, think I’m losin’ it
Pickin’ up my cross like how the fuck was Jesus movin’ this?
Think I’m losin’ it, think I’m losin’ it
If I don’t pop these pills my brain won’t stop until I’m shootin’ it

[Outro]
You know, I remember digging like a hole in my backyard
I was gonna go to China, you know? I was gonna run away to China
Just diggin’ this hole, I think I gave up like eight feet down
Put some cardboard on top, it made a cool fort, but, uh
You know, I remember like gettin’ my first Huffy bike
I had this neon green Huffy bike
And I remember, like, being like maybe 11 and
Maybe even younger than that, just taking off
You know just, just, just taking off and
There used to be this laundromat down the street, it was far, and I used to just take off, I remember being like 10, 11 and
Being on my bike, I felt like I could go anywhere, you know
Didn’t matter what was going on, I could just fuckin’ take off
And then, uh, I remember climbing rooftops and, like jumping on other peoples roofs and stuff like that, you know?