I look disgusting versuri

I look disgusting lyrics by sammy stiletto

Verse 1
I stared too long in the mirror again
Pulled at my skin, trying to find a friend
In the shadows under my eyes
I trace the lies I used to hide

The makeup’s cracked, the smile’s fake
Every curve, a past mistake
I cover up what I can’t erase
But it’s written all over my face

Chorus
I look disgusting, I feel like a sin
Like the ghost of the girl I used to be in
No one would love me, not even me
I’m drowning in what they don’t see
I look disgusting, and I can’t pretend
That the mirror’s a liar, not my only friend
Touch me and I might fall apart
Ugly runs deeper than skin — it’s in my heart

Verse 2
I try on dresses like they’re armor plates
But nothing fits, it all suffocates
This body’s not a temple, it’s a cage
Full of echoes and quiet rage

I scrub my soul till it turns red
Wish I could bleach the thoughts in my head
Every flaw, I magnify
Every „why not?” becomes „why?”

Chorus
I look disgusting, I feel like a sin
Like the ghost of the girl I used to be in
No one would love me, not even me
I’m drowning in what they don’t see
I look disgusting, and I can’t pretend
That the mirror’s a liar, not my only friend
Touch me and I might fall apart
Ugly runs deeper than skin — it’s in my heart

Bridge
Is there a world where I can breathe?
Where beauty isn’t just what they believe?
Where broken things still have a spark
Even if they’re shattered in the dark

Final Chorus
I look disgusting, but I still sing
Even monsters dream of spring
No one may love me, but I still try
To find a reason why I cry
I look disgusting, I always did
But maybe there’s grace in what I hid
So here I am, a mess unmasked
Don’t look away — that’s all I ask