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restless dreams lyrics by pullmystrings

In my restless dreams, I see that town, side of town. You promised you’d take me there again someday, but you never did. Well, I’m alone there now, in our special place, waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to see me, but you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I’ve done a terrible thing to you, but it’s not like you’d never forgive me. I wish I could change that, but I can’t. I feel so well that I get ugly laying here, waiting for you. Every day I stare up at the cracks in thе ceiling, and all I can think about is how unfair it all is. The doctor came today. Hе told me I could go home for a short stay. It’s not that I’m getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance. I think you know what I mean. Even so, I’m glad to be coming home. I’ve missed you terribly. I’m afraid, James. I’m afraid you don’t want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you. I don’t know if you hate me