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80 PERCENT SADNESS lyrics by N3XTHER

You knock me down with every word
And still, I crave the things I heard
Like love that fades when lights grow dim
But I still chase the ghost of him

You rewrite truth with every sigh
Your silence louder than goodbye

I tried to hold the pieces close
But some things break, and no one knows
You looked at me like I was wrong
Then let me be the one you leave

You say it’s my fault
You say I’m the villain
Then just run from me and save yourself
Don’t look back — I’ll take the blame again
But it’s okay, I’ve learned to breathe in pain
Maybe my life is 80% sadness
I’ll stay behind — I wear it best

You twist the past to fit your lines
And leave me trapped in „I’ll be fine”
A quiet scream no one can hear
But I still speak though no one’s near

Your love was sharp, a velvet knife
It cut me deep, then asked for light
Still, I stood there, still, I stayed
Hoping you’d choose me anyway

I bled for truth, I fought for real
But hearts like mine don’t always heal
You painted me in shades of shame
And still, I whispered your name

You say it’s my fault
You say I’m the villain
Then just run from me and save yourself
Don’t look back — I’ll take the blame again
But it’s okay, I’ve learned to breathe in pain
Maybe my life is 80% sadness
I’ll stay behind — I wear it best

Still walking even when I’m bleeding
Let memory slowly drift away
But every fire burns out too soon
But don’t forget — I loved you still

You say it’s my fault
You say I’m the villain
Then just run from me and save yourself
Don’t look back — I’ll take the blame again
But it’s okay, I’ve made my home in sadness
Maybe my heart is made for madness
I’ll stay behind — I wear it best