Aug. 15 versuri

Aug. 15 lyrics by My Rushmore

It’s August 15th

I dreamt about you
It’s all I’ve thought about for the last three days
We were on a beach, we were together
I stood right next to me and you didn’t acknowledge me
You just looked off
You looked off into the sea

I tried to sleep a little later during those nights
As I write this, it’s August 15th
It’s been six months since I’ve last seen you
Six months spent trying to find the pieces of myself after you left
Months spent waiting to speak to you again
Longing for you

I have so much to say to you
But I know these words will forever remain unheard
I know I can’t say these words to you
Not now, not ever
I know it’s too late
And we’ll never speak to each other the way we did, never again

These words are irrelevant, and will change nothing
I know you’ve moved on
And I’ll tell myself I’ve moved on too
Still, I can’t but help feel it weren’t supposed to end this way
Not like this

I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you
I wonder what goes through your head when someone says my name
And if you still look for me in a crowded room
I know I still do, I know I shouldn’t
But a part of me just won’t let me stop looking for you
I don’t know if that’ll ever change

? ever really hurt you
But I know it did
I just couldn’t see at the time
I just couldn’t see anything

?
When I tried my hardest to be the one for you
But you ?

? Clearest days and you’re just a girl
And I’m just a boy
?

And I know someday I’ll find my person
And they’ll love me back
If only that person
Was you

We aren’t special, I could never be special
Special enough to be someone to you
It’s fine, in the end
I guess we’re just like everyone else
Fucking life, man