I want to be alone versuri

Versuri Michelle Lauret – I want to be alone lyrics

[Verse 1]
I lie awake beside myself,
questioning the thing I built,
was it love or just a shape
of something I convinced myself?
My body feels misplaced tonight,
like straw torn from its quiet field,
pushed away from where it grew,
forced to become something unreal.

[Pre-Chorus]
They try to pull me out of here,
say my silence isn’t fair,
but every word I try to speak
turns into a weight I cannot bear.

[Chorus]
I just want to be alone,
feel the wind against my face,
not a voice to tell me how
I should carry all this weight.
If I say it, they get mad,
if I hide it, I decay,
so I choose the quiet side…
where no one asks me to stay.

[Verse 2]
I’ve been watching love collapse,
like a fire left in the rain,
promises that swore “forever”
turn to rituals of pain.
Happy endings feel like myths,
something distant, never mine,
I got used to seeing endings
wear a halo in disguise.

[Pre-Chorus]
When will I be allowed to say
that I don’t feel safe inside?
I’m not living, I’m distracted,
watching pieces of me hide.

[Chorus]
I just want to be alone,
feel the wind against my face,
no expectations in my chest,
no performance left to fake.
If your love is dressed in lies,
and your lies feel more like home…
then I’d rather choose the void
and finally be alone.