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What Have I Become lyrics by Micah Ariss feat. Chandler Burton

I can’t tell what’s going on inside
Something’s off and I feel the panic rise
In the mirror my own soul I don’t recognize
Who are you and what have you done to me
I can feel the darkness catching up to me
I tried to run turn reality to fantasy
I swear I won’t let this trauma take its toll on me
I’ve made my choice and I’ll let the pain hunt for me

What have I become
I hate the man inside
Have I become the one
To be the death of me tonight
I’m fighting to believe
I can reverse a part of me
Because I hate who I’ve become

Looking back at the ruin of all my lies
When’s the last time that I felt myself inside
To fight the pain I gave up and let my conscience divide
But now I’m left with being half of who I am tonight
You lied to me tried to tell me that my future’s hopeless
I won’t conceded to you until my lungs are breathless
Right now I can finally face the pain
So shut up I hate the lies you say

What have I become
I hate the man inside
Have I become the one
To be the death of me tonight
I’m fighting to believe
I can reverse a part of me
Because I hate who I’ve become

When I was down you hammered every weakness killed all my hope
Manipulated me to death so to cope I wrote
Everything you said to get it out of my head
So here’s my gift to you
You can watch it burn
You can watch it burn
I will fight the darkness
Because my life’s not worthless

What have I become
I hate the man inside
Have I become the one
To be the death of me tonight
I’m fighting to believe
I can reverse a part of me
‘Cause I can’t kill the pain inside (Kill the pain inside)
So let it burn tonight (Let it burn tonight
Let it hurt tonight (Let it hurt tonight)
I will heal inside
Because I hate who I’ve become