grieving a fantasy versuri

Versuri Lizzy Hilliard – grieving a fantasy lyrics

Been looking forward to this moment all my life
Wrote it down in journals, let it yearn
Old secrets burning by my candlelight
Every Thursday night
When it hits just right

And I’ll be honest, I confess, I let it breed
Longing is expanding, future’s landing
And I’m handing it to make-believe
Where the musings weave
Will I ever leave

Give me time
I’m grieving a fantasy
Wasn’t meant to be
Wasn’t meant for me

All those hours spent anticipating joy
Were where the magic happens
Dripping sap and sticky branches map a sorry void
And I’m unemployed
And I’m paranoid

And now I wonder, am I doing it all wrong
It wasn’t meant to feel like this
The hope I miss in exodus, it’s gone and done
It had just begun
Now I frown for fun

Give me time
I’m grieving a fantasy
Wasn’t meant to be
Wasn’t meant for me

Give me time
I’m grieving a fantasy
Wasn’t meant to be
Wasn’t meant for me

Been looking forward to this moment all my life