Its not easy versuri

Its not easy lyrics by kuru

Intro
(Oh)
This is my season, fuck
Yeah, ayy, yeah

Verse 1
Remember, you said that I wasn’t gon’ make it?
I’m outside, not really wan’ play shit
I’m outside, now wish I was faceless
Say it to myself, ‘cause these people be tasteless
So what? I wanna die, I don’t care
Say to myself, bitch, I’m patiently waiting
All black on me, like I’m in a mid-chase
Lie to your face, ‘cause I said I was patient
Feel like shit, no I don’t feel amazing
Honestly, straight up, I’m patiently waiting
Check came through, I’ma spend it on basics
Check came through, I ain’t givin’ a fuck
Know that I’m losing myself
Know that you reaching, ain’t care ‘bout my health
Where were you when I needed it to the most?
I don’t talk to nobody, swear I’m goin’ ghost
You ain’t ask where the fuck I went
No, you ain’t say a text ‘cause I know I don’t post
Doin’ my worst, I don’t even care
Know I’m better than them ‘cause they doin’ the most
Losin’ sleep, I done let my jeans
Been through shit that you don’t even know

Verse 2
Fuck, ayy, yeah, now I’m curled up in a bar
I ain’t even want you to call, threw my words out, I was tryin’ my all
I’m throwin’ up in the mall, can’t walk straight, know I think I’ma fall
Shit too weird, no one care ‘bout their opps
Shit too weird, I don’t care like at all
Yeah, I remember you said that I wasn’t gon’ make it
Honestly, wish that I could’ve believed you
‘Cause right now all these people too see-through
No, no „Need her,” „Need him,” „Need you”
Better my own as a kid but like what’s new?
I had some words that would cut you
But like ain’t finna say it
I’m outside not playin’ in pain, bitch
I do it for me, I don’t care about the gang

Outro
Am I a creep when I punch in the EP?
Do it for me, I don’t care about the gang
No, my brother would get into deep shit
I don’t even care, I’ma take out the blame
I don’t really feel like nothing that we shit
I already know these people are fake
Bloody and fake shit, why I don’t fake it
So I don’t have no use
So don’t call me baby if you…