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its not even worth it lyrics by If You Say So

I’m fumbling through the thoughts I’ve had for several dozen weeks
About ten thousand thinks an hour
I can’t force myself to sleep
Or breathe
I’m barely even holding onto sanity
But I did this to myself
I need to take responsibility

Lately
I’m just a wreck and I’m sorry
Thought I had control but then life came out of nowhere and
Knocked me right on my ass without stopping
I’ll sober up and take the wheel
So you can’t tell how bad I feel inside

I filled up every moment
Of the days I used to waste
Except for years I’ve kept on going without taking any break
And I wish that I could tеll you that it’s easy staying sane
So many humans do
I guess that, I’m just not thе same as them
There must be something wrong inside my brain

‘Cause lately
Things are just fucked and I’m sorry
Thought I knew what I wanted but look where it got me
Right on my ass but the world is not stopping
I’ll sober up and take the wheel
So you can’t tell how bad I feel inside

I’m tired
I’m exhausted
Work will kill me and it’s not even worth it
I’m tired
I’m exhausted
Work will kill me and it’s not even worth it
I’m tired
I’m exhausted
Work will kill me and it’s not even worth it
I’m tired
I’m exhausted
Work will kill me and it’s not even worth it

Lately
I’m just a wreck and I’m sorry
I thought I had control but then life came out of nowhere and knocked me
Right on my ass without stopping
I’ll sober up and take the wheel
But I’m really fucking miserable ‘cause
Lately
Things are just fucked and I’m sorry
Thought I knew what I wanted but look where it got me
Right on my ass
But the world is not stopping
I’ll sober up and take the wheel
So you can’t tell how bad I feel inside