Jacobs Song versuri

Versuri HONESTAV & Damien Styles – Jacobs Song lyrics

I never thought I’d die alone
I laughed the loudest, who’d have known?
My bedroom is filling up with smoke
And Blink still playing through my phone

I’m rollin’ this thing up to face it
Maybe it’ll help me go to sleep
Lately, I’ve been feeling vacant
I really hoped that you would notice me
The money make ‘em think they love you
At least, I was hoping it would
I can’t put nobody above you
I know you was hoping I could
Everyone begging for somethin’
Do you really even want it?
My parents really fuckin’ hated each other, and that’s who had taught me ‘bout lovin’
When momma went missin’, we stayed at my aunt’s, was sharin’ a bed with my cousin
Them nights on the floor was the best, I guess, ‘cause we ain’t hear nobody fussin’
Fuck it, I’ll reap what I sow, though
I remember havin’ no hope
You left me here to do this solo
Now I’m countin’ this money in SoHo
I remember being so broke
Now I can’t do a pro bono
Need me a check with a O, O, O, O, then add like four more

Can we start again?
Time slips through the cracks
Gave my all in the end
And I can’t get it back
We all fall, we all fall down
We all fall, we all fall down
Can we start again?
This next time around

How the fuck could you leave me here crashing on my own?
Are you tired of me gettin’ drunk? Are you tired picking the phone up?
Are you tired of saving me every time I get low?
Are you mad I ain’t home yet?
Are you tired of phone sex?
Are you tired of me doing shows? You tired of me on the road
I’m tired of being this tired, I’m tired of feeling this cold
I’m tired of living this lifestyle, I need me a change
I’d say I hated drugs and women, but I am not lying today
I’m tired of being a person everyone thinks is fulfilling his purpose
It make me feel like I’m ‘posed to be perfect
Life only really feel good on the surface
Why does gettin’ better make me feel nervous?
Do you feel the same thing?
My dad would rather overdose than get better, I’m feeling the same way, huh

Can we start again?
Time slips through the cracks
Gave my all in the end
And I can’t get it back
We all fall, we all fall down
We all fall, we all fall down
Can we start again?
This next time around (Time around)

(Like, fuck)