Why I Am The Way I Am versuri

Why I Am The Way I Am lyrics by Cede DeLaney

Intro:

Yeah
Flight Lounge

Verse 1:

Been feelin’ lost, a little lately
I’m holding on, just barely-
Battlin’ my inner thoughts on the daily
It’s a full-time job not fuckin’ payin’ me
I wish I could, ditch reality
Labeled too emotional, a crybaby
But I’ll tell you how it is, don’t get cocky-
Or make an enemy of me, unnecessarily

Pre-Chorus:

Not gonna be what you envision of me-
Not tryna be a fake, or a phony
Still don’t understand? Let me clarify-
It’s just why I-
Am the way I-

Chorus:

*Instrumental*

Verse 2:

Still fighting just to not be a statistic
Feels like everyday I’m in a Simulation-
Where I came from, was stuck a little too long-
Now I’ve got some generational trauma
Been with me for about decade, going on two
Hope to find out a solution, cause it’s overdue
Ran away from home had drama, with my mama
Got kicked out my aunt’s house, a year later
Went to college where I got my bachelor’s degree
So I guess Ill say for now my biggest victory
Now I’m writing songs for others who relate to me
You think this shit is lame? Fuck what you think

Pre-Chorus:

Not gonna be what you envision of me-
Not tryna be a fake, or a phony
Still don’t understand? Let me clarify-
It’s just why I-
Am the way I-

Chorus:

*Instrumental*