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Therapy Session That Never Ends lyrics by CaDavar

Verse
For the last few months, I’ve been feeling so fucking stuck
Waiting for everything to lift up, gotta stay rough and tough with the buds
But I feel like crying so much, I completely hold this grudge
Why, if it beats me down, I won’t budge like how I used to

Then I outgrew it, if I go back in time and redo shit
The whole timeline will be kicking my shin cause I affected it all
I know that wouldn’t get by, don’t like my reflection
No more, seem no pretty, no butterfly at all

I can’t call out for help, I’m pissed off
Only thing I can write tonight on my deathbed
Trapped in my head, rather bе dead than to explain
The disdain I havе for myself, my mental is off the rails

I’m so gentle when often fails, can’t go one day without author fails
Lost my mother, father’s not doing well without her
Neither am I, neither is bro, I don’t even know where should I go
To get away from this dark place, every time I’m here

Got a lot of space to just spend, I need rest, that is my only request
Doc, do you have advice for me? That would work really nicely
Do I got a list of possibilities? Usually
The whole world is at all my feet, hard to breathe

Having these dreams that no one believes in me
But it comes to be that I’m apparently super crazy
Going insane out of my brain, hope one day I have no more pain
That shit will drain, my emotions taking over my soul

And the coffin is where it goes, try to get it back but I’m feeling low
Time to go search and try to get a grip before I walk through the cold
I’ve done some things that I wish I didn’t
Don’t need to explain, I’ve already lived it

Just trying to make a vision for all the kids that are stuck in the piss
That things take more than a minute to heal
I know it’s hard to hear, so please don’t go jumping off that pier
Almost did the same, now I’m pissed off

I had so much exhaust, and I lost my self and
Almost died without no cost