phenacite versuri

phenacite lyrics by bakerite

It’s insane and I can’t explain it, oh
People change, but what good is facing it
I don’t mean to sound too high maintenance
But I’m anxious as

We’ll repaint it, oh we’ll repaint it
I wish I could reverse time and save it
But this’ll do, the old scars detaining
My innocence behind bars, degraded

It’s inescapable
I would trade you my independence for lidocaine
Cause nobody cares for my violent pain
When it’s flaring up with holds barred remaining, I

Wish I could revive any piece of my
Skin and flesh ‘fore it shrivels up and dies
Bitter silence fills up the car ride
And condensation drips on the bridge of my

Nose, reflecting off orange city lights
Gutters filled with rain pouring parasites
Conversations cut short I still divide
Empathy by each tendon killed inside

And with lies and fame I don’t expect to live long creating
Pull punches harder than tired flames
And you say that’s awful, I say amazing

And so I’ve come to find lead and stibnite
In my water and in my girlfriend’s eyes
Drowned in mercury, love, and cyanide
Losing sanity, gems and phenacite

My heart’s bleeding out
I can’t read your mind
You go silent, I’m fuckin terrified
Put together with glue and stickers
I’m crying, hydroplaned, somehow still alive

We’ve been at it, oh, we’ve been at it
This coat of paint is my fresh fanatic
I’m antisocial, you’re technocratic
But we’re the same and that’s fucking tragic